Chemotherapy #8 (of 8 - DONE!
Today was my final infusion of Taxotere. I won't be back until late July for a bone strengthener drug that is also infused, but since it has no side effects I have no problem with that. In 21 days I'll be completely through this cycle and officially "out." Between now and that July appointment I have eight other injections, blood draws, a CT scan (without contrast dye!) and an oncology appointment, but nothing will be infused. It's a small taste of freedom and a big taste of hope.
There was a new nurse working with me today. I saw her in the chemotherapy suite a few weeks ago - when she was being a chemotherapy patient herself. We have the same kind of breast cancer - lobular, the 10% kind - and, since neither of us was wearing a hat today, we both have the same 1/2 inch sprout. I was amazed that she's working 21 hours a week, "Some days are harder than others" and we both agreed the fatigue is often overwhelming. Yesterday she slept all day - sound familiar? She's much younger than I am - that's my excuse for my inability to work as much as she does - but it made the morning pass so much faster by having someone who really, really, knows what it's like.
Even better, I walked one mile with Steve and three dogs this evening. I'll crash in a couple days, but today it was 80º F and felt like a summer night when we went out. In addition to all the reasons we know walking is good - cardiovascular health, raises seratonin levels, helps control weight, etc. - another reason which is suddenly important to me is that it reduces glucose levels too.
I'm finally on board - something of a zealot these days - but on board.
Although you still have quite a line-up ahead I bet it did feel good to be at the tail end of something. Empathy is always better than sympathy and I guess that's what you and the nurse were able to trade.
ReplyDeleteI didn't know walking was good for glucose levels but I just heard getting a good night's sleep is! That's something I don't get but I will work on it with diabetes type II running in my family. If only I could see poppy fields or something besides what I see sitting on my porch when I take a walk. That would help me put the feet out on the path. You are doing better than me on that score for sure!