She whines

The redbud is blooming all over the county; these are in front of a medical building.  I had six medical contacts this week - and that doesn't count the three trips to pharmacies and one laboratory.  I want my life back!

But, hey, I've got it, I'm alive.  Still and all, keeping myself alive has turned into a full-time job.  I had the last Neupogen injection this afternoon.  Steve drove me because I kept feeling like I was about to faint and was running on empty.

It was an early morning.  We had an 8:00 a.m. appointment in Santa Rosa - almost an hour away - to tour a day program for Youngest Daughter.  There's a waiting list and now the concern is that she might lose out on her group home placement because there's no place for her during the day.  I'm getting frustrated and resentful that I have to deal with this now.  I mean, isn't Stage Four cancer enough?

I was asleep by 7:30 last night.... I am so glad I have nothing scheduled this weekend, absolutely nothing.  Cranky I am!