Waiting...

I'm waiting for the results of the CT scan I had this afternoon.  I wasn't particularly anxious until after the test.  Once I was officially in the wait-for-a-phone-call stage I started freaking out.  Hopefully I'll hear on Thursday - that's likely - and even more hopefully, the results will show that I'm still in remission. That last part is always a gamble. When you've been in stage four for 9-1/2 years you sort of take what you can get and wish for the best.